You are the ultimate S&M Gackt.
If you hadn't realized that "Illuminati" was as horny as f*** when you first heard it, the music video made it very, very apparent.
This Malice Mizer song/video isn't suggestive, it just all-out shows you what it means. If you ever thought about Gackt (or any of the other MM members) in bed, here's your chance to see him perform. And do lots of other, um, interesting things with naked women.
You are a step above the normal Dears�to put it bluntly, you're nuts about Gackt and probably always will be. You own all of his official stuff, have almost all of his photobooks and magazines, you probably have been to at least one of his concerts (or have at least seen him in person). You're broke because of Gackt but you don't care... you would give Gackt your left arm if he asked.