>>date: 29 April 2003
>>time: 9:16 p.m.

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copied from my personal diary:

Why does this do I allow this to happen to me? I get so wrapped up... I pull the cord tighter and tighter and tighter until I am choked by it. Now it hurts. Now it's like, "Oh. Right. I was only dreaming before, wasn't I?" So my feet are on the verge of slipping off the chair and I'm not sure if I want to stop it.

Yes, it's that bad.

I've stopped seeing the point. I passed the sign ages ago. "Danger! falling expectations ahead!" All I saw was the light at the end of the tunnel... but it wasn't a light at all, it was an ever growing, consuming blaze. A forest fire, burning down my beating heart.

go-go back go-go up

previously on bunny a go-go...
ichi ni san shi go - 14 April 2005
- - 04 March 2005
- - 17 July 2004
- - 27 March 2004
- - 09 February 2004