>>date: 22 March 2003
>>time: 7:32 p.m.

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It's like, "Oh, so I think this is it, then?" And it's like, "Yeah, I think so."

And I figured that this was coming since last year. I could almost feel the split. I wrote about it in my paper diary those months ago. It wasn't even my fault this time. It was like, "You've changed so much that I don't think that we are vibrating on the same wave length anymore." And I honestly feel it's mutual, we're both too afraid to admit it.

Times like this, I would usually turn to Dilly, but he's gone too. And while I feel there are threads still, the farther the tides go out, the weaker they become.

Strange. I'm not broken. My heart is still there, still beating, just draped in a black shroud of mourning.

go-go back go-go up

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ichi ni san shi go - 14 April 2005
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- - 09 February 2004